Cleste - The Lost Memory

Back in grandpa's house. Staying over for at least 2 weeks.

Bro went to get his HTC HD2 PDA phone today. We went 1 Utama, Subang Parade and Digital Mall just to find the phone. It's so laku that there weren't any stock left in all the shops. So he had to pay a deposit to book a phone for himself in Digital Mall. The thing costs RM2899. Walau. But indeed, it's a very very nice phone.

Man, I'm sleepy although I slept 10 hours today. This is bad.

Nitez everyone.

怪獸老大, 生日快樂喔~

你要趕快帶著其他4位叔叔來馬啦...

暴民們等不及了啦~

It's a crazy, fun and enjoyable time in Genting with Jill, Lyn and Zheng! The bus ride up to Genting Skyway was steady but the driver was quite unethical as he was on the phone and he threw rubbish out of the window! Ewww.

The cable car ride was fun too. The cool air blew into the gondola and we camwhore in the gondola on the way up to Genting. The jungle looks the same as the last time I went there. Lol.

Our hotel, Theme Park Hotel was cool. They refurbished it and it looks way comfortable than last time. It was nice too as the theme park was just right beside the hotel. That cuts down the walking cuz First World Hotel was quite far away.

We had a fun time in the theme park too. It wasn't very crowded and I didn't expect that since it was the eve of a public holiday. The queue wasn't long but we did wait for quite some time for a few rides. But all of the waiting was worth it as we get to entertain ourselves with screams and adrenaline running through our bodies!

We sat the log flume first. Then we headed over to the pirate ship. We should have sat right at the back of the pirate ship cuz that's the best place to sit as u head to the highest! But Lyn was scared so we had to sit in the middle. But no complains~ I still enjoyed the ride! Then we headed to the mine train and the flying dragon. After that we headed to the cyclone. That was one hilarious ride! Haha! Love the screams! Then we headed to do some go cart~ Waited for almost 2 hours for just a 5 minute ride on the go carts. My car was freaking slow!!! I pressed the accelerator all the way down and it's still going at snail speed. Ugh. But I did enjoy it a lot!

After go kart we headed back to hotel for some rest. Around 7, we went over to First World for dinner. We ate in Kenny Rogers. After dinner, we went to walk around. We saw this palm reading stall so we sat down and waited for almost 2 hours for this. We got a face and palm reading for RM60. Well, for me, the result was ok la, just for my love life. Sien lor. Haha!

Then we went to Starbucks for free wifi. After that we went to get some cup noodles for supper and headed back to the hotel. We ate and then went to bed at around 1am. But I didn't really sleep as I don't really like sleeping in hotels. Woke up at around 10am but I think I didn't really fall asleep.

We checked out at 11 something then we went for brunch which was overpriced. Then we went to get Ying something since she didn't follow us for some reasons. We sat the cable car down and boarded the bus. The bus ride was scary as the driver was going at a very high speed and he kept honking at cars. He also nearly banged a car where Zheng frightened me when she kept hitting me while I was stoning. Haha!

It was a fun trip. Loving it and will miss it! Hope we'll have more trips together in the future!

Somehow I feel insecure.

What should I do? I don't know. I really don't know.

I suck at this, really.

Visited grandpa today. It's been a month since I went back to visit him. So he's quite happy to see me back. Enjoyed the delicious rojak mee which my aunt cooked. Lovely.

I'm happy cuz my cousin said she will bring me to Greenbox Seremban when I come over to stay in grandpa's house! Woot! Haha~ Lots of good food, slacking, supper, ikan bakar, karaoke, shopping and many more when I stay over in grandpa's house. What a way to enjoy my holidays!





This two pictures were taken before my exams and before Yun went off to Pangkor, which was about a month ago. Haha~ Took me long enough to upload the pictures huh. xD

Ok, so it has been a few days into the holidays and I still haven't clear my pile of books. I don't seem to have the motivation to go and clear them up. The huge heap of papers just stops me from cleaning them up. Heh. Guess I'll start clearing them up on Tuesday.

I also need to clear up my closet. It's getting, out of control. Lots of old clothes which I don't really wear already are still inside there. So I need to clear them out of my closet to make way to new clothes.

Time to chiao~ Need to clear my closet! BYE!

PS: I need to take more pictures!

New Stayreal shirt again. This time it's a very simple Star T shirt which I find it quite nice. Simplicity is an art. It's consider cheap as it's less than RM100 while all other Stayreal T are above RM100.



Recently Ashin and Patty Hou are involved in a new 7-11 ad which is for some coffee. They look so sweet.



News that Mayday is having their USA concert in San Jose on 11th April 2010. When the hell are they coming to Malaysia?! Sigh. I can't really wait any longer.

Another thing. There's this shop in Bangsar call M'shroom which sells Wrong Works, Outerspace and Stayreal! OMG! I wanna have a look at the shop! I wonder if they sell those stuff at the same price they sell in Taiwan! I must have a look at it! They have the King of Singer which I want!



Oh, and I ordered a copy of the DNA concert CD already from 220. But I'm only getting it in January which I don't mind since I won't be around in December. Can't wait to listen to the CD cuz I'm missing their live performance!

Next Wednesday will be having a fun time with the Seven again in KL. This time we'll be enjoying delicious char siew! Haha! I'm really going to miss the Seven a lot!

Till then, bye!

Prom was great. Putting those unhappy moments aside, it was enjoyable. Food was okay, although I didn't eat much cuz half the time we were walking out of the ballroom to camwhore.

Anyway, it was interesting to see everyone in pretty dresses and smart suits just for the event. It was so weird to see Jia Wei, Andrew and the rest of the guys in their formal dinner wear. Okay, so Andrew looked like a waiter, Sam looked like a CEO, or some said like bell boy. But they just looked good in dinner wear.

The girls looked hot as usual. Especially Jo in the black dress. Love it!

Didn't follow Jill, Jo and Lyn to MOS cuz I was tired and I didn't wanna let my dad to pick me up at the wee hours of the morning cuz he has to work the next day. I'm being considerate.

Yesterday was the party at Ruzz place. Before that, me, Lyn, Ying and Andrew went karaoke at Subang Neway 1st. Lyn and I arrived first and we sang for at least 1 hour before the couple arrived. Then we sang until 6.30pm before heading off to Taylors to meet Horng Chern to lead us to Ruzz place.

But ended up, we took a different way from them and we reached KL faster than them. However, due to the confusing sign boards and road system Malaysia has, we got lost as we missed a number of turnings. We could have arrived earlier. GPS was useless and even Ruzz's driver's direction were useless. At least, we arrived safely after an hour. We arrived same time with Horng Chern. LOL.

Karaoke, food, fusball, pool, chilling on the sundeck and other amazing stuff. It was enjoyable indeed. I'm going to miss them so much. It just strike me that I won't be seeing some of them after yesterday. That was the last time we'll actually meet each other, unless we have gatherings or some other stuff. It's quite sad.

Sigh. Goodbye L1. I'll miss this class a hell lot.

New blogskin, new life.

It's the time to change.

It's over. Finally it's done! SAM finals is over and no more studying, for now.

I know I have things like my future to worry about, but just let me enjoy and relax in this holidays. If I do Law in Taylor's, I'll be starting the course early January and that means my holidays will be like only 1 and a half months.

My whole December will be packed with trips, as I said in my last post. So don't try to get me to go on outings in that month. In fact, after 28th I won't be around except for 7 days in December.

But I really wanna go karaoke, watch movies, shopping and do crazy stuff with my bunch of friends! Sigh. High school friends! Can we go out some time next week???? Long time didn't see all of you already~ I wanna watch movie!

Prom's 2moro and I'm almost done with everything. Only one thing missing. Prom date! xD But never mind~ I have a bunch of crazy friends! Pictures, pictures and more pictures! Then Thursday night will be party at Ruzz's house. Not many people going but I hope it'll be nice~ Thinking of making Andrew take me and Lyn there! He has to come all the way to Subang to pick us up then only head to Ruzz's house! Hope he can do so or else I'll skin him alive! xD

Anyway, I will enjoy this holiday to the max before getting the results before Xmas! Hehe~ See you guys 2moro at prom!

Tomorrow's the last paper for my finals. Then it's goodbye to SAM forever. I still can't believe how fast time passes. It was just like yesterday where I sat with my group and gossip like nobody's business.

After Accounts paper, we'll be off to Sunway Pyramid to do manicure. The next day will be prom night! Thinking of dying my hair for prom. Hmm... What colour should I choose? Latte brown? Cappuccino brown? Purple? I shall decide that day.

The holidays will be packed for me. Genting, Sabah and China trips and not forgetting the stay at my grandpa's house.

On a side note, Mayday's DNA concert CD is releasing soon!


Pic from B-in Music.

I'm sooooo going to get this! It's a must have! Hope they'll release the DVD soon!

Not much to update. Maybe after prom? Or after Ruzz's party? Hmm, I don't know! Till then, bye!

I know I bothered all of you cuz of my Facebook status. It's just that things happening around me ain't what I really anticipated for.

The whole year was indeed an awesome year for me in Taylor's. I met a bunch of superb friends, learned a hell lot of stuff, made a big decision to switch from science to arts and the list just goes on.

When there's awesome stuff, there's bound to be the not so awesome stuff. Emo, sad and devastating stuff. Many of that also happened this year. Not just by me, but my friends. I lost my grandma this year. I still think about her at night, hoping that she's enjoying her time up in the sky. Reminiscing the fun times I had with her since I was a kid. I missed her home cooked porridge and Lo Bak so much. I never ate her home cooked food since she had a stroke 5 years ago.

Relationship wise, let's just say it wasn't a good year for me either. Not that I had one this year, it's just that, it ain't what I thought it will be. 愛錯人? I don't know. I will never know since I've already let it go. They said being loved is much better than loving someone. I disagree. Both are the same.

What the hell was I thinking? There's no chance. No chance for me to take that step. Stopping myself to do that is a hard thing to do. The urge is just, too strong. It's the wrong thing to do and I know I might regret it if I took the step cuz I know I'll get hurt. No matter what happens, the outcome will just hurt me dearly.

I know I'm writing very very random thoughts. All the things that had happened, just makes me wonder, what will happen if I just vanish one day? No news, no idea where am I, no body, no blood and not a single evidence showing that I am dead or anything. Will anyone still remember me, love me, think about me except my family?

There's this knot in my heart, I really don't know how to get rid of it. No one ever tried to anyway, including me. It's a form of protection for myself to prevent myself from getting hurt. That's why, I never take the 1st step unless someone does. I wonder how long do I have to live with this in my heart. Maybe forever. Forever and ever.

I know it didn't answer the question why I was having that thoughts in my mind. Let's just said I found my old self inside me again which I thought I gotten rid of at the start of the year. How bad it will turn out? I don't know. Maybe worse than those years? Maybe. Maybe.

And, thanks for those kind words and harsh words at my status. I appreciate it.

I'm freaking out because of Econs! ><

Save me.